DANCING IS THE ONLY
PASSION OF MY LIFE!!
It gives me purpose.
It makes me beautiful inside and out.
It opens me up to reveal
the REAL ME!
When I dance, I feel where I really
belong to…I feel so much PASSION
and so much TRUE PLEASURE.
The body can talk when it moves.
And I am talking to you when
I am dancing.
Voice of silence…is loud.
MADNESS is just
THE BEGINNING of THE END…
It’s permanent and unconditional
THIS IS A POINT OF NO
I can’t be who, I AM NOT!
I tried to find any hope in your
being, I failed!
I can’t care less about your
“SOUL POVERTY” any longer.
SO IT’S a BITTERSWEET
People always try to surround
themselves with others just to
with others weakness on their
It’s vanity that blinds us out
of our own blindness.
BEAUTY OF LIFE lies within
the PURE SOLITUDE!!!!
It’s only when you stay all
by yourself in full meaning of this
phrase —YOU KNOW yourself
on the whole different level.
You know who to trust and listen.
This person is YOU! AND ONLY YOU… YOURSELF!
Sometimes I want to shout knowing
that NOBODY HEARS!
Maybe I just don’t need to be heard
I play the role, they buy the tokens,
but MY HEART stays ice cold…
FROM DAY ONE AND FOREVER.
I am making this movie all
I am going to fill it with different
colorful characters and compose
the poems for them to read.
I will enjoy WATCHING
THEM BURN….as I don’t believe
in FIDELITY as such, so it’s
no reason to fool myself any longer…
LOVE is chaotic and lethal
So I choose LIFE instead
LIFE without mediocre and
pathetic peasants ……I desire to slice
their paltry hearts into little pieces
and feed it to the birds.
Frankly, this is the ONLY THING
they deserve AFTER ALL.
ACCEPTANCE of who you really
are is the key to the INNER PEACE.
That’s why MUSIC IS MY DRUG…
That’s why DANCING IS
And I am ready for the competition
that named LIFE!
It would be my ONLY SWAN
SONG over and over again.
And when I STOP,
I START it again…
I start it with the new emotions and
inspirations that live inside me…
Like the NEVER ENDING STORY!
EMPTINESS It’s a GRAVE
That you dig for yourself.
It’s the silence that never ends.
No matter how loud you scream,
No matter how PURE YOU ARE!
It’s a step to nowhere,
Nowhere to be seen,
Nowhere to be found …
It is an empire of MADNESS,
Empire of GORE!
People smile and reject,
making it’s all justified…
Like they know better how to feel inside.
Like they judge perfectly, for what they are.
AND I KNOW WHO THEY ARE!
I am walking on these streets,
Believing in pure love and faith,
That doesn’t cost a single breath.
My body’s getting weak and my soul’s getting ripped.
But I still DON’T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT…
MY HATE IS STRONGER.
MY PAIN IS BIGGER…
That ANYTHING that could EVER EXIST.
MY LIFE IS A DISASTER,
BUT ITS ALL I HAVE AND FOR ALL I MISSED!
And I am building this castle for myself to hide.
Knowing that it’s ALL RIGHT.
What really matters is SOLID.
AND ITS IN ME.
And I can’t care less,
Regardless of the time, that sinks in the DESERT of life.
In the DESERT of endless thoughts, that are ONLY MINE.
Time doesn’t cure, it only makes it worse.
It makes the scars growing,
Makes the HATE GROWING!And I am left in the middle,
Loving myself EVEN MORE.
SINCERELY WONDERING WHY?!
AND WHEN THIS GAME’S GOING TO STOP?!
Thanks to the fact,
That ONLY DEATH KEEPS US APART…
But I am craving life too much to kill you, MY LOVE.
You are so ONLY, I let you be.
Do what you have to and I will be there
To write how you feel.
I will be there to hold you,
When you stumble and fall.
I will be there TO TELL THEM ALL TO FUCK OFF!